When you try your best butchu don't succeed.

When you get whatchu want but not whatchu need.

When you feel so tired butchu can't sleep.

Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

No actually you can't fix me now. I got a pretty fucked up mood. How embarrassing it is, to start crying in the car, and looking at all these people staring at you. It's not fun. Not fun at all. Although my mom says it's okay. Cause I tried my best, but no matter what I do, I'm never the best in anything. Fml. Biology was horrible. I seriously have no idea what's gonna happen in the future. I just wanna find a place for me to emo there. And not think about anything else. I don't wanna continue doing this shit. I don't like it. Never knew it'd be this bad.

And I don't think it's possible to put this this behind

and just forget about everything.