Miss you loads.

Had a dream about you last night. Woke up. Started worrying. I wish I could see you again. Don't know if I'll be able to make it before something happens to you. I wish you could be the same person you were before. Fun. Loud. Cool. See what you are now. You turned into a monster who can't control herself. A drug addicted. Hate that bastard who does those shit to you. I'd kill him if I see him. Can imagine his disgusting face.
I miss the times you came to our house and slept in my room.
The times when I stayed at your house for a week and still didn't wanna leave you.
The times when you told me ghost stories so I couldn't sleep at night.
The time when you lied that you're my mom, so I could get a letter from the doctor for my school.
Miss your stupid way of laughing.
Miss everything about you.
Don't hurt anyone.
I don't like the new you.
And everytime you want to talk to me on the phone, I lie that I'm not at home.
Sorry. Can't stand your stupid way of saying stupid stories anymore.
You're so stupid.
Can't believe what you did.
Okay I give up. I'll call you up today. Love you.

People I miss like shittttt. <3

I'm about to lose my mind

You've been gone for so long.

I'm running out of time.

I need a doctor.

Call me a doctor.

I need a doctor, doctor

To bring me back to life.